友谊更上一层楼

我终于领悟了在家靠父母出外靠朋友这一点。曾经的我是多么的傲慢，总觉得友谊并不是很重要。

2020年，在疫情刚开始虐世的3月，我从国外刚回到，对于当时在居家隔离的我，就这样碰上了狼人杀。

2020我认识了皓皓，安安。结交了我人生很要好的闺蜜。也因为好闺蜜皓皓，我认识了桃桃和Louis Wong，第一次见面对kevin没啥好感，但是当我们熟悉了，他其实是个很好很感性的人。虽然我现在发现我比较喜欢Louis 🤭

无心插柳，柳却成。也成为了好朋友，改变了我很无味的人生。也是我clubhouse 和我住的最靠近的朋友，让我每天都可以找他吹吹水。

也因为接触了clubhouse 创建了fmco认识了William, Nelson。两个让每天挂房聊天的好朋友。感谢william之前给了我很多事业上的劝导，你已经跨越了友谊的极限。我深心感激。

Thank you Nelson 对我们的信任，对我们开放了你的私人空间，让我们在你家有了这么愉快的圣诞。自从大学以后我已经没有和朋友那么愉快的在一起了玩了。

Clubhouse让我们不分昼夜的聊天，虽然生活已经回到正常，但是我的生活也因此有了大家变得更有意义。谢谢你们❤️ 

再次，我对大家道歉，当晚因为我个人私事搞得大家为我操心。破坏了当晚的气氛 🙏

最后就是chee yong啦，看来害羞的你，和你“睡过一晚”后，也有了少许的相处。发现你是一个深不可测的人，对事物的观察非常细心。要不是我有了，不会把你让给安安哦🤣 谢谢你昨天对我说了一些你可能不觉得怎样样的话，但是这也让我领悟了不少。

最后我希望我们友谊常存，友谊万岁。也希望我们可以在未来几十年后也可以这样一直在一次疯狂。为我们的生活加油，为我们的友谊喝彩。

我爱大家

❤️

A tragic strike in a peaceful morning

Meow Chen, a childhood friend of my sister, who is one year younger than me. She used to live opposite of my house. When I was a kid, I often played with her brother, although we were not very close to each other, sometimes, we would still play together with my sister.

She was born in 1987, with heart disease. She was very weak and unhealthy when she was in primary school. I remember the bad weather caused by open burning from Indonesia put her in a really bad situtation where she had to put on a facial mask to school . We, the innocent children would tease her and say unpleasant things in front or the back of her. But, did we actually realize we are hurting her feeling?

Her lips would turn purple, she would look pale and sitting down breathing heavily trying to stable her breathe. For decades, we have not seen each other until a best friend of mine met her in National Service.

Last year, they came together to my house to pay me a visit during Chinese New Year. But few months later, I heard they broke up. My friend is the only bridge that could connect her with me, since they have broken up, she, again went missing like a ship sank into an ocean.

A bad news came to me two days ago from my sister, who happened to be her childhood playmate. She was chased out from the house by her mother due to an objection in love. Rumours spread saying that she called her mother before Chinese New Year asking for permission to have reunion dinner together. " Fine, you can have it but this would be the last reunion dinner for you." Said the mom.

Anger brings you to nowhere. According to rumours, she had been thinking alot about what her mother said, having heart disease since she was born, this could possibly be the cause of causing her brain stopped functioning and led to her death.

Sometimes, do we ask ourselves why are we in this world? Why God has created us but on the other hand, He wants to destroy his creatures? There is birth, there is death. The only way we could avoid death, is to avoid birth. How could we possibly do this? In many religions, it says to stop the life cycle, God is the only way.

My deepest condolence to uncle Tee and family. May she rest in peace. My friend, you will be missed.